A Wife's Perspective

The following is from my perspective, Michael’s 6th wife. I am thankful to my God, the gift of knowing, unconditional love and faith, and the blessing of our restored marriage. Let it be said, that just as the goodness in life molds and shapes us, so too does the unflattering, harmful and unpleasant experiences of life. Profound effects of the negative, also formulate positive parts of our core being. Be thankful for both the good and the bad, as it is all of the intricate parts of our human journey that brings us into the entirety of who we are. How can shocking and unresolved childhood abuse help mold a man into a functional, admirable and even an exceptional human? It seems impossible. Charm, wit, a broad spectrum of intelligence, a Spartan royal build, dark hair, a deep voice and piercing green eyes, was nothing more than a glorious shield that hid both explosive behavior and internal pain. This embedded pain derived from his scarred childhood breathed life into fierce demons that plagued Mike’s entire life. On the outside looking in, he seemed to have it all, however, that was merely an illusion. Sadly, the complete destruction of his material world encompassed him as he hit rock bottom. That, along with multiple near-death experiences created a platform in which the desire to change at last emerged. Throughout Mike’s life, internal issues had constantly surfaced and sabotaged every effort and milestone gained in his attempt to live a normal existence. Adult struggles such as failed marriages, lost homes, lost jobs, businesses, friendships and nights of dark, deep dives into alcohol and drugs, and all that entails, were the excerpts from the chapters of his unfortunate life’s story that became the inspiration to write, “Life’s Little Instruction Book.” In this compilation Mike shares what he has learned through his life’s experiences and the consequences, both good and bad, after becoming completely defeated as a man. What he has transcribed herein is his 31 truths, intentions and beliefs on how to change and overcome any of life’s struggles and obstacles no matter how great they may be. Alone, with no friends, destitute, and spiritually empty, Mike had days upon days of unforgiving time. He had no choice but to utilize this lonely void of seemingly unending hours, to search deep into his inner self, to regain his faith, and to reflect upon his life and how he had arrived at that place. Now in recovery and making amazing strides, it is Michael’s hope and belief that this book will inspire and help people with similar stories. Use these 31 days of tools to help you develop your human potential, passion and purpose and live your best life ever.

Robyn M Byrd

RECOVERY~ FAITH~LOVE ~~Saves lives and brings families back together~~